You remind me of my twin and mom. Strong! See what's interesting is I used to bully and it was horrible. Sometimes I still get weird moody flashes which is why I smoke. But when it comes to asserting myself I'm terrible at it. I think it's some weird trauma response to overcompensate cause I hate being mean.

When I dealt cards they gave me "mean lessons" cause I always get run right over. I don't like being mean I'm afraid of it when it happens so I try to smooth it over. I need to be like you and just be assertive. People get far when they put their foot down. OMG she was driving a BENZ? noooooo I need to go read that.

Thank you I'm trying. Also you're so pretty lol!