Viorel I really appreciate this. Sorry for the novel but I am so intrigued. It's really helping me. It's always so much better to just say "damn I was an asshole. I'm sorry." Sometimes I struggle with it and I don't know why. I get triggered but I'm in therapy and I smoke cannabis. It happens wayyy less now but I'm aware and I stop it.

I genuinely didn't think about contacting her first and you know what it's shitty. I really appreciate you bringing this to light and I actually just requested to join some Disney alumn pages.

I'm going to find her. Even if she doesn't talk to me it's THERE. I REALLY do want to apologize.

I hate that this is something I've done and still get angry sometimes for no reason. It scares me but instead of writing an article I could've reached out. It was ten years ago and I'm just really now thinking about it. It's difficult to come to terms with being a bully because you don't want to be but what is done is done and you need to face these things.