Sarah Im so sorry I really am. It tore us up for real. I wrote a piece right at the start of my medium career called The Ghost in My Apartment and it’s like a Time-capsule i read it again a few weeks ago cause I came across it and it was so sad I couldn’t believe I once felt that pain and it was awful he loved me so much it tore us up. Like bad. I’ll write more about it. I’m so sorry. Why does it have to be that way huh?