I’m so sorry. The grown-ups never understood. No, they were laughing AT you because they wanted to make you feel like shit. WTF get another job?? Are you serious? It’s true that’s all you can do sometimes you are trapped. That’s how the bullies design it. It’s really sick how good it feels, too. It feels like smoking a cigarette for the first time or having a drink it’s a rush. I hate what I’ve done. I’m glad you’re ok.