I will accept your virtual hug, you sweet man, you! Yes, I think it makes it all the more disturbing that I was so young. It took years to tell my mother, but when I came home, I had a bruise on my wrist from the needle. She knew right away but I played dumb. I still have nightmares about the waiting room and that horrible woman. Some people do find it easy, but it was a monstrous decision I made. Seeing the baby was really, really hard. It fucked me up pretty bad and I threw up outside of the clinic. Thank you so much for your words.