Derrick Chainey! Thank you for the kind words. While you are not ugly, it is nice to know you understand. I’m very grateful for my sister because she taught me to love her insides. It isn’t weird that you feel for gorgeous women, I think it’s wonderful. They don’t get treated right. I almost got suspended in high school because I tried to punch my English teacher.
He was upset my sister wasn’t responding to his predatory advances and set up a week called “Scare Alicia Week”. It culminated in him lowering the exoskeleton of his tarantula into her hair. She went into a panic attack. I almost killed him, but my friend picked me up and drug me out. Keep being you!